.metalingus.

he smiled and laughed..and i smiled with glee...

he fetched me at loading bay on saturday..and i asked him to run through the int coz i can't wait to be in his arms..and he did..i saw him running towards me..aaww,u silly boy..as we hugged and he ogled..ggrrr..so cheeky..and we sat for a fag..took some pics,talked and i just cant stop smiling as he's right there,in front of me!!:) he realli took care of me as i was so self-conscious..i felt near naked..he chose the necklace for me at bullet then after we took the train..my silly boy just can't stop being silly..god..i swear my sides were aching from laughing..gosh..missing him rite now..

pips,george and ally went off to thailand for a short getaway as george couldnt be there on pipi's bdae which falls 2mrw..so the trip was to make it up to her..hope she brings home stuffs for me..:) initial plan was to mit zul and wan after,but we were late and they were going off already,so it was cancelled as me and ej went off to kfc to eat..i thought my pangs are more than over..but as i sip my pepsi,the tummy grumbled..and it ached again..i was having cold sweats and just felt like passing out..but thank god i didnt..the sweetheart sent me off home..thank you..and so he asked me a question...and i was overwhelmed..of course,baby..of course..

.sunday.
woke up late,at last i had my beauty sleep and got ready to mit him..i wanted to hug him so bad..but we can't as he's in his army uniform..in the train we passed by kranji and one of the factory was caught in fire.god..billows of smoke were covering the sky and the huge flames got me pretty scared..i was scared for them..wat if there's ppl trapped inside??i was near tearing..ej assured me the firefighters will do their job..since there were like more than 5 trucks..so we reached lot 1 pretty early and decided to eat at ljs.darf texted and while eating,she and adik ipar came and join us.i swear ej and sufi looked the same.both in uniform and shaved heads.hahah..took more pics and off for a fag..and yes,he did hug me at last..when we reach the bus stop,realised they were late,in the end they cab back to camp..and once i waved gdbye,i was already missing him..gah!!!babe...!!!:(

darf and me chilled for a bit...and she told me about 4 yrs time..and im so happy for her!!!oh god babe..congratulations!!!we were being so 'emo' coz we were already missing our bfs although it was only half an hour we had parted our ways..otw back home,my tummy was being an ass again..cold sweat and it realli hit me real bad..i was in so much pain i felt like fainting.again.i was alone and i knew i had to be strong..so i endured all the way back home..

past 10pm,still no calls from him.alas he did..and he asked a random qn,just like how he did on saturday night..and now,it's already been estimated.i could not be more happy than to hear him question me.i would love to...and today i woke up feeling super happy..policyholders have yet to burst my bubble and wats more is when ej's psp is with me and i've been listening to my fav songs and artists.from oi to punk rock to death metal.yeay!!

if on friday i get my pay,can we pls go to spaggeddies?i swear im craving for the lasagne..i love u,baby...

in 4 years time...:)

happy monday,mrs damato..