06 Don't Forget.wma

Monday, August 18, 2008

.dun.bother.it's.a.long.entry.





i will nvr let you down..

friday's meeting is about another project to obtain a lead.and out of all the staff,only 5 were being chosen to cross-sell that policy.and i was one of them.congrats,didi...another pressure..-_____- compliments from manager and project manager to the 5 of us..still,i was already hating myself for being too 'on' about work..curse my nature..i hate big numbers,i prefer challenges,though this is not the place to be gungho about..but on that friday,whereby we were suppose to start only on monday,i already obtain a lead from that policy.more like a trial and error,to see whether im capable..and my capabilities showed,and today,i obtained another one..and im hating myself,though it was hard to not update the policyholders about our famous plan,Incomeshield.a boost to my confidence and knowing the fact that hell yea,i can do it..but then again when it goes to the management,they're whooping for joy knowing the fact that they can make use of someone..without them realising,of course...the pressure....

i subscribed another line for ej and myself under m1.just coz it'll be outgoing free when i call him and vice-versa.and thanks to nazeerah and mar for accompanying me..and met up with pipi and liz after as we had our dinner at mr p. been a while and pipi and me actually got lost going there.so kental.talked to ej for full 29mins.(woots!) and off we went home,shagged as ever..

.saturday.
he booked out and fetched me at my void deck..i was running towards him and there,he enveloped me in his arms..oh how much i missed him!!hand in hand we walked,eventhough he was in uniform and off we went to tm to provide m1 with his nsf id.there,he was teasing me and kept making jokes and the staff got amused by him as well..oh you silly boy!!had our lunch at ljs then took 969 to his place..he slept like a log in the bus,oblivious to his head lolling and headbanging..hurhur..poor thing..reached and talked to his mum as she got ready to go out..so left with me,him and his brother,wawan at home..

he was trying so hard to pacify me as i was very upset as we were not going out.yes,i was sulking badly..blame him..he makes me more than just a brat..and alas i was fine as we got to his room and he sat on the sofa in front of his comp, and myself on his lap browsing thru youtube and giving each other our utmost needed attention..took videos of him covering machinehead and all shall perish(so hot!!) and time was nearing 11pm.the fact that i was all the way in yishun and his parents are still out,i was upset he couldn't send me home as he promised..both brothers sent me off at the bus stop and i waved gdbye half-heartedly..his mum who just got home called me..and she scolded me for gng off already..hehe..she actually brought food home for me to eat..and yes,i could've simply sleepover at his place..but that call was tad late as i was otw to yishun int already..

.sunday.
woke him up at 11 and he said.."will fetch u at ur void deck.gng off from my house at 12.30." waddya noe..i was late.and when i wanted to kiss his hand,he kissed my hand instead.GHUMBRA!!!!in the bus he was being so cheeky and annoying..so i faked to sleep and he poke my sides and i melatah..blardy..so revenge is sweet,whole day i was poking him as he spouts gibberish language.hahahah...went to beach road to get his fieldcamp stuffs and boy did it cost a bomb.bumped into sufi and darf after having our lunch and off we went,to his place.again.

i was sleeping on his shoulder in the train as this lady next to me coughed loudly,without covering her mouth.suddenly ej's shoulders were shaking,which woke me up.he was giggling..asked y,he said her denches almost came off..and that got me all ticklish..and he said.."i knew i shouldn't have told u sei.i noe u're gonna laugh ur ass off.."hahahhaha....

in the bus i fell aslp again...so sleepy,so tired..my body aches..alighted and i asked him for a piggy back..yeay!!!he ran towards the tree as plop i fell on my feet as he got too tired..sheesh!!fooled ard at his place,talkd to his mum and took a pic of him getting a lecture from his mum and then massage his back..time was ticking,off we went again,to finalise the day..

bumped into his camp mates and silence took over us..i hate goodbyes..coz right now im missing him so bad..gave him a flying kiss as the cab rode past me and darf..in the train,my heart felt empty all over again..and yes,happy 8 monthsary,baby... :D



happy monday,all..

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