.when.one.works.his.ass.off.

we're afterall are humans..

im tired..im so shagged after work everyday..knowing the fact i can complete tasks fast,they took advantage of my capabilities..i tried to slow down,to show that i am a human,not a robot so that they'll stop piling project after project,yet they couldnt see it.they still put responsibilities on my shoulders.im proud of myself,of course..coz im able to do more than the amount others do..and im only working temporary here..and the permanent staffs?well,they're given the same old thing each day.so to spice it up,my teamleader gave me different things to do..fun,yes..wouldnt get bored.but it makes everything much harder..end of the day,kudos to myself the team hits the target.where's justice?im tired..in the morning just now i rushed to work coz i had to send the productivity report to my manager..while the rest were walking slowly behind..end of each day,i think wat im suppose to do the next day..so that i wont forget,i've placed little notes on my desk.and im starting to hate looking at those notes.coz it means more things to do..yet,i still hit the target.so am i being too enthusiastic about work or issit just my nature to finish everything fast?more like the latter.coz i hate big numbers on my screen.i would wanna complete it.it will ease my burden..but somehow the next day the number will increase again.yesterday i felt like a bimbo at work.literally airhead.felt so high coz i didnt get enuf sleep and i kept doing mistakes.somehow things were completed and this is wat my teamleader emailed to my team.

1)Siti,
As spoken, pls assist to send daily productivity for the day before. Thanks alot

2)Top Performers - Leads
Siti, Khim, Sin Min & Amnah

3)Siti,
Thanks for working the extra hours this week and next week. Thanks

yes,they call me Siti.-___- coz i hate it when ppl mispronounce my name.anw,i swear i couldnt remember when was it i agreed that i'll be working overtime this week n next week.im simply tired.i hit the target an hour bfore end of the day.yet i still have to do overtime.and when i do overtime,im given more things to do..and im simply tired..on top of that i gotta work on saturdays at times..think about it.weekdays,full force of work..weekends,on saturday prolly work then mit ej and spend time with him..sunday send him off to camp.next day,work comes in again.i dun even get to rest..nt even a decent 8hours of sleep..and its been this way for the past 3 weeks.i feel like dropping everything and just scream.