so how's u?hope all had been fine..
when things change, it's either we adapt,or we run away from it,hence move on.
for me,i chose the latter..when things change,things that is not of your favour and it kept on being on repeat mode, there's no way acceptance should be part of it. a whole lotta things had been happening,but knowing self,i shall not write it all down here..
plainly guys are just jerks.well,agreed by many,for once or even several times,i will nod vigorously to that. and pretty ironic how it is being said and agreed by a good fren of mine,who happens to be a guy himself.hhmm..
after 13 months had passed,things had changed tremendously.maybe not things,but just him.though a whole lotta chances had been given,faith had ebbed long ago..trust?naah..none. doesn't really help the whole situation,what more when things were at the worst whereby i expect a good thing to happen,waddayanoe,he chose to be on repeat mode.repetition of everything of changes which happened after 16 months now of being together.to be honest,im pretty much numb.
"you can give a lot of chances..but when u're done giving YOURSELF chances,you know it's time to let go.."~rai
"when you feel very numb,you know that you're done.though it'll be very hard to move on,it'll be easier knowing you can't be getting hurt all the time.."~uncle
and now,it's time for me to let go..and now,he can enjoy all his time with his friends that had always been there for him..coz i can't tolerate anymore lies..
to all those who reads my blog or chance upon this post,if ever u have ur other half,acknowledge the fact that he/she will or had always been there for you.emotional support,physical being,love-making and reaching out all the time...cherish that.appreciate that.or just plainly,acknowldege that.
"being in a relationship means u're willing yourself to love,give love,being loved.and also,you're willingly giving yourself to hurt and pain.but,there's always limits."~self
love,dids.
