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taking back...

last night rushed home from work as bro wanted to treat family to dinner at 'sedap restaurant'.i swear i've put on weight..my cheeks are so chubby and i noe the first thing ej would do is to pinch it.-____- i dun wanna be fat.. :( the tummy had been such an annoying ass lately(as complained in previous entries) yet i still feel hungry..prolly it had not digest properly and i've been forcing myself to either shit or puke.no,i've not gone bullemic.god forbids..

bro went off at midnight for his flight back to qatar..huggd him gdbye and said my thanks..that whole month of him being here is sucha great thing that could ever happen to family..felt so complete and esp the trip to genting and kl..the family realli bonded well and the relationship had grown so much stronger..thanks,abang..for sure it's gonna be quite different at home now he's gone..but hey,the family had sucha great time with u..although it was just a month u're back in homeland.

yesterday ej called while in the cab otw to simpang bedok..he sounded so happy and hyper while for myself,wished that i could get more privacy as mum was beside me and i couldn't talk so freely..boo to that,but it's gonna be 2mrw that we'll be meeting.i'm so in the 'i-so-can't-wait-to-see-you-again' moment right now..i realli miss him..and i can't wait to get his hugs and him making me laugh..cherish the ones u love,even if u're given only a chance to be with them..can't expect to depend on them so much..as they have other responsibilities..sure,attention's needed or one will feel empty and lonely..and one shouldn't go to the entent of doing hurtful stuff to urself nor to expect a whole lot just to get his attention..hey..even if they're not there,doesnt mean they love u any lesser..so smile,babes..and u noe who i am talking about..

happy friday,2mrw i'm meeting the ghumbra!!