on saturday after work went to 'split' as they were having sale..bought myself 3 tops,1 top for ej..and yes,i went overbudget.kapeesh!took my own time and i had to rush back home coz family's about to go out and i wanted to change my clothes.it was scorching hot.decided to wait for pipi and go there with her.so...i had quite some time to kill bfore heading there..
at abt 8plus in the evening..was at the door,fone vibrated..checked..OMG!!!IT'S EJ!!!!i was crying madly listening to his voice..yea..sounds so dumb,but i missed him so much..talked to him..yea,he's fine..just tired and feeling hot..they fed him well,they took care of him..all's well...i had to go in the car,promised to call him back.."baby..call me soon,pls..i really miss you.." upon hearing that request,i decided to forget about privacy and called him while in the car otw to uncle's place..i went in my cousin's room and poured my emotions over the fone..i swear i was missing him so mad,yet was so relieved to hear his voice again..by 8.50pm we hung up as he had to surrender his fone..by then,i was begging him not to put down,eventhough i noe i had no choice..and with a heavy heart,we ended the call..
had a feast at uncle's place..cousins gave my presents for my belated bdae.. :)
got home,talked to mum and told her the truth about me and ej..that yes,i'm in a relationship with him..and so she gave me her blessings..he's the 2nd bf thruout my life that i told her about..so that's good..anws,she had seen him a couple of times,even went to my place once to fetch ally..so it's good.."tkcr of urself,dun forget urself.."that was her advice..
sunday.
woke up pretty late,went back to sleep for an afternn nap..had a dream about him getting heat stroke and warded in icu.woke up crying my eyes out.texted him,got ready and off me,my mum and bro went to marina square's bowling alley.waited for george,pipi and ally..yes,it's officially the first time family's meeting george..i scored a strike!!but lost still..-____- and george and bro got along very well...pipi's pleased about it..
walked to suntec and had dinner at BaliThai..ordered a whole lotta stuff..bloated once walked out of the restaurant..
in the midst of it all..
time was past 8.30pm..i became worried..no calls from him...texted my babes..i was near tears...past 8.45pm..i was slowly losing hope that he'd call...9pm.done.he wont be calling..i was already tearing..i was so scared..wondered wat happend to him..i clutched my fone tightly in my hand bfore placing it into my handbag..9.30pm..everyone was deep in conversation..i was spacing out..fone vibrated..EJ!!!!!fuck.i answered..excused myself,went out and was in tears.again.-_____________- apparently it was raining,everything was delayed..and he was tearing too..he missed me,his mum and freedom..he missed spending time with me..he missed everything...my poor baby...talked to him,and waddya noe..the dream i had?an intuition.AGAIN..he does suffer from heat shitzits..i dunno wat it's called..but yea,it's true that he can't be in the heat for so long..it's scary..this is the second time i'm getting signs about him..
he called his mum,and i followed pipi and george while mum and bro went to carrefour to get some stuffs..talked to baby again..and promised to text me bfore surrendering his mobile..which he did..and yes,baby..i missed u too...
i love you.
happy monday,dickies.
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