.go.away.

tummy pangs??well it was actually cramps...

excruciating cramps more like it.yea...red dot day has come..and im feeling ever so damn pms-y.and i almost lashed on this impatient policyholder who was being an ass to me.but i didn't.almost,but didn't.normal procedure of what i would've done:
1) call ej.
2) complain to him.
3) have a fag.

i only carried out no.3 and im feeling so damn shitty and full angst.and yes,this is the time where i need ej the most coz i noe i will have breakdowns for no apparent reasons and i'll feel very,very angry most of the time,for no reason.and he'll always be there to cool me down or to distract me from feeling all those wrath.it's hard for me to control..i could nvr be able to control..coz the more i try,the more it gets worse.trust my words.or u can ask anyone that noes me.i really need him at this point of time...and yes,today's ONLY monday.-___________-