.9.more.days.

where should i start...

last night rushed home and got ready again..baby called me!!!at 7.50pm...so early!!!gah!!!i miss him...and he missed me so much..he gave me some advice as 2mrw i'm off to genting..and he assured me that he'll be fine while im away..have yet to subscribe auto roam..but i'll do it later then...anw,met liz at tamp int as well as tsue..took a cab to parkway parade and we went shopping!!!geez..i totally overspent..and cotton body was fucking cheap..but i didnt get anything from there..anw,got myself a top for genting and a hot red spag for seduction.ha!!k..bitchy moment there..hahah..so then we head to starbucks..bought the fucking orgasmic ice mocha frapp and went to ljs to eat..we had a very bitchy bitch talks and it was awesome..time was past 10pm..still we had so much to talk about..thank god tsue and liz could get along..and so we took a cab home.AGAIN...and oh yes..for those who thinks aunt annie's still opened in parkway,you're wrong.trust me.we walked the whole basement,to only see that it's under construction.blardy!!!no pretzels for me..

liz and i sat at paper cigar..we shared life stories..and i see her as my own elder sister..we shared our problems..we talked about things that we dare not share with our own sisters..she told me things that she have yet to tell my sister as she's pipi's best fren..i love talking to her as she's older than me and she's matured and direct in giving advices..seriously..im thankful that pipi has her..

she told me something that made me realli disgusted...realli pissed..and i dunno how about asking the situation to the person that i realli love..someone that had always been there for me..the fact that she fucking lied to me??and wat more her own family..thing is i noe she noes me well..hence didn't wanna tell me..coz she noes that if i've put my mind to it or i've decided on the decision.there's no way u can bend your ways to make me contemplate.fuck.i was so pissed off.she betrayed me.she lied.she's gonna lie to family..for someone else..why..and i just wish i can just talk to her about it..but i noe once i start i would not even have any respect for her anymore.yes,im talking about my own sister.the person that i realli care and love.and yet,she betrayed me.im disappointed in her..i noe that if i were to talk to her,im not gonna listen to any explanations..it wont be good enuf.i dun even wanna try to understand.im hard-headed that way.but if anyone were to be in my position,i bet my ass u'd stand ur ground and fight.

i can't talk to anyone about this.and it's killing me.i can talk to ej.coz he's in ns and i dun want him to think...as in i bet he's tired...sigh..i dunno wat to do...

happy thursday,bimbos