went to sleep all the way till 9plus at night..woke up and checked my mobile..5 miss calls..3 texts..first thing i saw was that i got a miss call from my bf..damnit!!!quickly i read his text and called him.."baby..i gotta surrender my hp already.."i teared.."why?!?" "i dunno..hurry.." i was lost for words..nothing came to my mind but to talk to him..to listen to his voice..instead i was on the fone feeling so sad..it was less than 2 minutes that we got the chance to talk..and he said "i can only call u 2mrw night..but it's only for a little while.." oh god,baby..
with a heavy heart i ended the call...i didnt mean to cry over the fone and not getting the chance to say "i love u too.."i cried so bad that now my eyes are totally swollen..i slept with his shirt on my face..just imagining how i always lie on his chest;sleeping..i called darf..as sufi's in the same company as ej..both are in "Charlie"..
and so she told me that unlike army boys in tekong,the boys in infantry has to surrender their mobiles each night..they get to use the fone only for like 10-15mins each night..in which they could not sleep with their fones..they'll have to go to taiwan and thailand,minimum a month of training there in time to come..fuck,yes..i was crying so bad by then...
the only thing that im looking forward to is his call tonight..i'll be gng over to my aunt's place to celebrate my bday..a very belated bdae,that is..but no matter wat,i'll answer his calls..even if im cutting the cake,he calls,i'll rush out of the house to the staircase and talk to him..coz that's the only thing i'm looking forward to..his voice makes everything feel better for me..coz i miss him so damn much..and that time where i can talk to him is the most precious..coz it'll only be once that i get to talk to him each nite...
i miss him so much...
the reason for this blog is coz i cant go to my blog anymore..coz it's one of those websites being restricted at work.so for now i'll update here..which i'll copy and paste when i get back home.if any of u chance upon this blog, and if u wanna noe more about my life,this is my main blog website..
happy saturday,angels..
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