.i'll.count.the.stars.tonight.

i don't want nor need unneccessary attention..

i just need him.

i couldn't believe i actually was about to call him..thinking we can meet up.it totally slipped my mind that he's far away..not too far..but still quite distanced away from me..and then when i was about to press that 'call' button,it hit me that he's in camp.my heart broke and i was left limp.

i hate this feeling.

i just need him.i wanna cuddle up next to him.lie on his chest and pour out the emotions of those times missing him.i wanna feel relieved.i wanna hold hands and kiss.i wanna feel the love physically and noe that he loves me so.i wanna be with him.i wanna hug him.i just need him to be here with me.coz it's been lonely nights and days without him.and only his voice and one text each night that keeps me asleep.i need him.

.i feel very much alone.