.strength.

this is my third entry for the day..dunno why but i just feel like blogging..somehow i feel much better writing down my thoughts..15 more mins before i end work today..off to go shopping and then to my aunt's place..honestly im already missing my saturday routine of meeting him..but after this 2 weeks,i'll be able to see him every weekend..that is to fetch him each time he books out..

i miss those times where i can randomly call him..each lunch hour i'll call him and we'll talk..and then after work or during night time..i can't be petty now..i can't afford to..just how hard it is that i'm missing him is pale in comparison to wat he's gng thru..serving the nation..i've sent him prolly 5 text msgs today..i noe he won't reply till that call that i'm waiting for..but in other words,im just reminding him that he's got me..and that i love him and will always miss him..

i'm off for holidays next friday to monday..to genting,kl and jb with my family..im gonna miss him loads but one thing for sure is that at least i wont be thinking too much..doubt i can call him as i have to auto-roam..

time's up!time to go shopping...let's think positive..be optimistic...

i hold u tightly in my heart,etched in my mind,known to my soul..