yesterday i intended to post one of my bitch-lashing entry..however too much profanity used and loads of crude remarks.hence,i closed the window and decided not to post it.the reason for the entry?well coz i'm sick and tired of reading my own words being written on other ppl's blog.as in they literally copy and paste my sentences and make it seem as though it's their own.and they did not spare my principles of life..that is 'belief,faith and trust'. they tainted the meaning and they use it as thou they believe in it too..when by actual fact i strongly place those principles in my 21 yrs of life.and i should be the only one who understands the meaning behind those three words.
'my words are my emotions,my weapons of ammunition.'
wat do one understand about it?i shall not explain.coz it's for my own understanding.well,let's just say it's very much direct in the meaning.but they type it down as thou it's just a sentence.a sentence with no meaning.how pathetic can ur life get?and i remembered i posted an entry in my spaces.live.com where i placed my thoughts about the word 'forever' and how i dun believe in that.hence i would use the word 'always'.waddya noe..they copied the whole sentence of the meaning of 'always' into their blog and make it seem as though the sentence came from their intelligent mind.kapeesh!!!honestly you're just making yourself very pathetic..talk about originality..!!!
-__- and yes,actual fact,im only talking about one person.not many.just one.and i wonder how far u'll go along copying my words.shame on you..seriously.
anw,yesterday i took time off as i couldn't take my menses cramps anymore.the excruciating pain made me crouch low while talking to policyholders and i felt so weak.by 4pm i decided to go off.i rested and slept till past 7pm and there,i waited for his call.by 9.30 i was already fidgety..kept checking my mobile,no miss calls,nothing.then it went past 10pm.i knew he wont call.
i texted darf n asked if sufi had called her as bf and sufi are in the same camp..decided to call her."babe...ej tried to call u many times..but he couldn't get thru..." wtf!!!omg..i cried there and then..while talking to her,my fone beeped in which 7 texts came in..i didnt noe wat was gng on.."he said that he misses u so much and he realli wanna hear ur voice..but he can't get thru..something wrong with ur fone.."after she gave some comforting words,we ended the call and i checked my texts..3 from ej and another 4 from pipi,tsue,mil and naz.i read thru..gosh..the text from tsue should've been received at 4+ in the afternoon..realised it must have been starhub problem..that typical lagging in receiving texts and calls..comfort calls thanks to tsue and pipi..ej actually called pipi and asked darf to ask tsue..oh god..i am so sorry..i cried myself to sleep as i knew we both had missed each other..and it was my fault that we didnt get to talk..i blame myself..im sorry..i buried my face in his shirt and fell aslp,still i teared..
happy wednesday,babes..
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