.if.it's.time.to.be.alone.or.rather.hanging.by.the.phone.

dids,ira,nysh



the days that we count..stars that we found..

after work yesterday met up with babes to break fast together..omfg!!i just miss them so!!nysh and ira..it's like a month since we mit up..the last was my surprise bday celebration and it's realli great to see them again..yes,i miss them..upon crossing,i saw ira..and i was already smiling to myself..threw her a hug as we walked ard thinking of places to chill..finally decided to just sit at ramen ten to wait for nysh..

it's under renovation and it was quite stuffy and the tables and chairs were too close..there wasn't any privacy..it's like the ppl at the other table can just hear us talking..nysh came..like finally..after choosing food,we ordered..lotsa talks and time flew us by as we saw the crowd thinning and our tummy bloated..bah!!so fat..had a fag and waited for the victoria secret's bag that i had ordered..popped by to see audrey and she gave us chanel samples..from mascara to facial products from chanel,balls..woots!!how cheap can we get??yea..hahah..

plan was to surprise tsue at her place..well,we did..but..the party's over.ha!!tsue was already washing the dishes and the mum was already aslp..hahahh!!!k..we were late..but she was surprised coz we told her we couldn't come..so wat else..we camwhored with her slr...hhahaha!!chilled and talked while nysh made many bloopers and airhead moments as we were all too shagged to let our brains work properly,of course except for ira who had bummed at home all these while.sheesh!!lucky ass!!

finally tsue's bro came home and so he sent all of us home..got home late..shagged..it was near 12midnight..but hey..HAPPY BIRTHDAY,TSUE BABY!!baby my ass...dah 21..dah tua!!!

i think i gotta stop gng home so late..since saturday i've been reaching home near midnight..next day i would be working..so which means i have yet to get my ultimate rest..sucky..im mentally,physically and emotionally drained out..sssooo tired..each morning i had to literally drag my arse to shower..

called ej last night as he waited for me to wash up..we talked and he told me something...i realli wonder,ej..will u blame me for asking u out?i have 10 days.we have 10 days..and i wanna make full use of each day that had been given to us..but i see us fighting at the end of the day..and when i ask when will i see u again?god noes that it might just be next week.hell,i wouldn't be surprised..by the rate we're gng,i think might as well u go back to bmt where we make it a point to anticipate each call and each mit ups every weekend.fug..u dunnoe how much this 10days means to me..and dun u blame me for asking to mit up..but u noe wat now?i dun bother..i dun want to bother asking u anymore..coz i noe i'll get the same reason.."everyday i go out..i need to be at home.." the last time i saw u was monday..that is not everyday..i'm not asking too much..i just need a day to spend with u again..so that i can make proper planning..work,family,frens.and if u're gng to prioritize who's important,then it's time to think about it thoroughly.ur frens..yes..fine.but dun u even think of blaming me for gng out everyfuggingday when i hardly see u anyways..and dun say things that u noe will nvr happen..coz im too pissed off with u..im too pissed off with u shouting every single nite at me when things are not fine..im still keeping my cool,ej..u're a step closer to crossing that line..dun take advantage of my silence..u can shout,and i'll talk to u patiently still..back then we'll have a shouting match..but eversince u told me that dun like it,i tried hard to please u...and now looks who's shouting..contradicting,isn't it?yea..i think we both have issues.

oh btw ej..2mrw we turn 9...happy 9 monthesary..
*rolls eyes*

happy wednesday to u all..