.fire.through.the.night.

yes,baby...very bitttcchhyy..

see the contrast??hurhur..

when darkness falls..

on friday i didnt get to mit him..i was already home,awaiting for his call..he only called past 9pm,telling me that he wont be able to book out..in fact they were being confined..fug..knowing me,i got upset over it..not his fault..coz of his stupid platoon mate who came late when they were suppose to fall in..bubble burst!

so on saturday woke up extra early just so i could finish my book..the one that i've been talking abt..yes,i've finished it,at last!!awesome,marvelous,brilliant,wat-u-may-call-it after finishing a good read.he just booked out and was with his dad to get his award..woots!!boyfren's smart ass..congrats,love..then after he went to wan the mark's place for session..watched tv and fell aslp..decided to shower and have some food..still wasnt able to fast..still no calls..everyone went out,i was left alone..finally the call came..at 7pm i got out as there he was,waiting at the void deck..i was all smiles...

while waiting for the bus,he hugged and we swayed and held tight as he sang the morning march song..the song that i noe reminds him of me..we kept gazing at each other's eyes and he kept making me laugh..then he told me that for his p.o.p,there's only 2 tickets given...i was so sad..i couldnt go..obviously..and i would rather see him march and see him and be proud of him for that moment...but he can't be blamed..

we took the train and went to city hall..bumped into rina and said our olas..we walked to marina square and decided on spageddies..suddenly he was craving for fast food instead. -.- babe..we were all the way at city hall and our dinner's fast food??*smacks forehead* went to all-the-time burger king and we talked abt future..plans and wat's been gng on that we have yet to update each other..after having a fag after dinner,he said.."i want my gf to withstand the rain.." i shrugged and said sure,y not??as i see all couples hudled in the corner at the shelter or couples walking with an umbrella..i did bring the umbrella he bought for me..but oh hell..let's play in the rain,shall we??it was fun..it was cold and pouring..and i slide thru..and he kept smiling to himself..i was having so much time..been a while since i played in the rain..much more fun when ej's with me,of course..went off for home after and bumped into khai,mulysa..yes,he has hair..and tsue,babe, he sent his regards..

he kept making faces in the train.hugged me close as he sang in my ear..aaww..decided to wait for zul at tamp int,although it was past 11pm..hafiz the uncle called..eh!!i saw u and ej..turn back..im at 969..after getting our sweet talk,we went to 969 and from across talked to him..his hair's long now..haha..time ns,snip,snip,snip..and no bitchy moment from him..so kental..bah!hahah..so anyways,ej and i sat at the place where we always have a fag..listened to songs,cuddled here and there and finally zul came..past 11.30pm..sssoo slow..

parted ways,sunday came..

slept all alone as pipi and ally were at g's.talked to ej and was already missing him bad.i was thankful that he waited till 2am just so i could wash up..he waited although he was so sleepy and tired..thank u.i woke him up that morning and we talked.i fell aslp back again and realised damn,was late!rushed to the shower and grabbed watever things..packed my bag,kissed mum and she wanted to slice some cake for ej's mum..but it was not ready yet..decided to give on another day and off i went..in the bus i realised how upset i am for not being able to attend his pop..sigh..oh wells..reached his place..he was still in the shower..his mum had cooked porridge..she took some for me,eventhough she was fasting..i felt bad..helped myself with water and played with his brother..his mum talked and we laughed and ej finally emerged from the showers..while he was packing up and i was busily chatting with his mum,he smiled and mouthed 'i love you..' i gave a sheepish smile..and his mum smiled,knowing a secret was being shared.. :D

we kept holding hands and in the bus he hugged me..i rested on his arm and intertwine our fingers..went to royal sporting house in search of his tights..friction while running,baby..ouch..and all the way he held my hand although we're walking through narrow aisle.silly boy..and when i parted my hands with his to flick a strand hair or to get something in my bag,his hand was awaiting..aaww..took the train to cck..

fagged and off waited for the bus..he said that he hate it when we gotta part our ways..but we noe he has to go..then on saturday,since our pay comes in by wednesday,we shall enjoy the rest of that 10days..yeay!!

called pipi..she was still at g's.decided to cab back home after miting her..while in the train otw to orchard he called..time was 9pm.he gotta surrender at 9.40pm.and he's in charge at that pt of time..*proud moment*we talked..laughed..saying he misses me so much..and was tickled by mark,his camp mate's antics..it was sucha great way to end that day..

reached orchard and took the bus to g's.a lone condo which is fucking awesome.got in..george gave a cheery hello and sat blissfully on the comfy sofa..watched tv and laughed with him..yes,future bro-in-law..went in ally's room,where she was hiding in the laundry basket..hurhur..so cute..carried her out and more talks with g..then after decided to head home with pipi and ally...

great night,awesome 2 days..no sulkings(hehehe..) and full of hugs and decent lovings..thank you,ej..i love you..

happy monday..xoxo.