my little angel,ally..
yes,in the toilet havin a smoke.
when you're gone..
pay day kicked in..transferred money,payed my bills.within 15mins after checking my pay,i've already used 1k doing all that.like omfg!!yea..the amount left is wat i need to survive on till 25 next month.thank god gst will be in prolly by the 28 or end of the month..at least 200bucks extra would've helped me to breathe easy still...well,hopefully..
the amount of work is overwhelming..but noe,wat?im left with only 1 more folder to do..kudos to self..i am very,very,very exhausted and it tires me out the most when i break the momentum of doing from one document to another..suffer now..next month they'll review my performance..better do my best.hell,i've done my best since day1..it's like 3 months already working in this company.a few changes as the director sent an e-mail saying that i have 7servicers under my name.while the senior ones have prolly 6 only??1servicer makes a huge difference,okay.their pending documents in my in-tray is very-oh-so high.regardless end of day i clear it out,i wouldnt be one to be used in this company.it says so much of how i worked at NTUC Income(former company)and got the highest leads at one point of time.they pushed me..i did my best.somehow it became part of me to give my utmost effort everyday.wat do i get at the end of it?nothing.touche
on friday morning ej will be back..and i am anticipating the day that i'll be in his arms again..i realli miss him..thank god not as much back then during bmt where i cry in most of the calls and i felt too darn lonely.i do feel lonely and empty somehow but work took over the loneliness and well,my sleep.
to hell with my previous entries,realli..i just wanna delete it,but let's just ignore it when i chance upon it,yea?it's depressing when i read it again..sympathizing myself not.it's just the heart will be where it was and feel how it felt each time i read it.and the feeling's pretty fucked up.
happy wednesday morning,daisies..
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