.rain.or.shine.

.advanced.valentine.

.lofuckingl.

.that.1.year.anni.guitar.gift.for.him.

.tara.

as it is..

im still sick..just now while walking to find a particular file,i almost fainted..just now in the morning otw home i almost puked,fainted and felt super giddy..but i didn't..taking mc for wednesday night is so promising..but i noe that i cant do that..coz work will pile up as high as ever..and when i recover,i will for sure be so stressed..and he won't be there to soothe me as he'll be in brunei.

love will be off in 2 days time..or shall i say 1more day since it's already wednesday now..he's been a sweetheart..met up with him almost everyday except sunday and monday..as he's in camp and former with his band..so the pictures says it all..

since he cant celebrate valentine's with me..well,hence the bear..i swear it is super soft and cuddly..and my nose was empowered with his perfume smell..smart ass just noe wat to do to make me better..and he's not the type to write things down,so it was very surprising that he wrote some stuff on the card..which was so very sweet of him..

i'm really,really blessed to be with him..honestly i dun need gifts to keep the relationship gng nor do i need surprises..sure once in a blue moon it's nice to get it all..but just being with him makes me contented..and if there's sucha meaning,i feel more than that..i can be a brat..or even *slides word* spoilt.but when it comes to gifts or anything that has a price on it,i dun need it...just him would be more than fine.but thank you,baby..seriously..i'll give a belated valentine's gift instead,okay.. i swear i dunno where that $2k++ goes to..so let's just wait for the next pay shall we..

and yes,that was me 'tapping' on his guitar..a skill he taught..that *sigh* i suck in it as well as other skills he had taught..but hey..at least i got it still,okay..

im sure gonna miss u for that 2 weeks...hell,i'm missing u already!!mum might be sending him off at the airport come thursday as well..

happy wednesday,loves..

cant wait to see u again....