.your.weakness.makes.me.sick.

more words you can say..

you think it is that simple to just let go of someone.no.it's not.not when the memories flow freely in one's mind and was brought back; reminiscing.was it guilt that was felt?im not too sure..all i noe is that it is of an indescribable emotion that bolted in me..like mixed feelings which made it hard for me to single one out and put a defination to it.confusion.

it is easy for you to tell me that what im upset about is ridiculous.it is easy.but it's not for me..i dun even noe whether i've opted for auto-roam for our lines..sure i can always call and ask for it..but..*sigh* i dunno..i just cant seem to think about anything and i cant feel anything.is that good or bad?after being upset...now,i feel very much distanced from you..hence the emptiness in my heart..somehow..maybe im being too petty about it..but u gotta understand that it is of a shocking news,though i see it coming..but i dunno,ej...ask my heart..don't ask me..coz i dun even noe wat the heart's saying..

everything is not okay..2mrw is already saturday..suppose to spend our time together..to celebrate one thing we looked forward to..though it was 1 month expired..but now,i ain't anticipating for anything..and maybe it's better if we dun see each other anytime soon...so that i can cool this head and heart of mine..i noe it's not ur fault..then let me be alone just for this time...

you noe i'll still chase after you...everytime..everytime..
but just for now...let me be..

happy friday,all..