.nothing.can.keep.them.apart.

and so what's left..

i knew this would happen and i knew how it's gonna be..i took this job as i pounced on every opportunity given..and lady luck was my angel as the director agreed to the salary i wrote eventhough it seems ridiculous to me..on top of that the allowance and benefit pulled the best outta me as i agreed and joined the company..a new project to operate the company 24/7 due to overseas clients and self being a broker's company,would have to liase with the insurance companies which has 24/7 hotline as well..therefore me and another collegue works night shift.

it's already a month since i started working here..time was scarce for me now as i get too exhausted end of day..hence time didnt permit me to socialize much and the hours and minutes gets shorter in each call that ej and i make.

himself in camp,only booking out on friday/saturday,myself working till saturday morning..when it's his free time,im off to bed..and when im otw to work where we can talk,he'll be busy..and before his lights out,i'm busy doing my work..i would be lying if i were to say im not missing him..in fact i miss him much more now..my entertainer had left me..no..work took over my life and only source of entertainment,love,him.

im in dire of him..but the conversation just now had made everything so much harder..when even how much u'd push it all at the back of ur mind,the whole situation would arise eventually..and his mobile,having no reception made me frustrated as that was my free time before i clear the huge pile of work on my desk..but he called,right smack in the middle of myself already having the momentum of from one document to another.which of coz flamed the torch of war..i've been very nasty and well,sarcastic.i hate myself for doing that..i wouldnt put a finger on pms..coz im suppose to control..hell,i'd tried that too many of a time which eventually load up the baggage..so *pfft! to that and let's just say that i gotta either go for counseling session or anger management..not healthy,yo.

although there's been ups and downs the whole week,i still miss u,baby..
and i love u...
regardless...no matter what..

xoxo
ur lady.

**and to HID:
the bf joined army in july 08..mono-intake,4SIR,chua chu kang camp..
Charlie:rifleman downpes to storeman to company quartermaster..