.oh.holy.

make it all a story...

okay,so i've privatised my blog for the moment..just coz i realised making it public seems to attract unnecessary comments by ppl whom i don't know and i don't even need to read their say.hence prolly next week or so i'll publicise this again,and well..life goes on,isnt it.*wags it

watever it is,it doesn't give any impact to me.like a stone,u dig?

ej and i are back together..not really,but it's where the whole 'trust' process takes place all over again..he had been a sweetheart the whole week though..trying hard and all,though a whole lot of screw ups,but it's fine..we made plans for the weekends and all..and it'll be my first!!anticipating,yet i feel like a nervous wreck thinking abt it..but one day i gotta try to experience it,isnt it..just don't really wanna look like a fool..bah!

so he fetched me from home just now,since he had his nite's out/off(have no idea)and surprised me when he really did say he's otw and i gotta start getting ready..it didn't start off good,but in the end,our arms are enveloping and all that jazz.it's like a week plus since i last met him...the burning desire to hold him was flaming..

there's always something to bring the situation down when things are fine and dandy..he'll be off for taiwan on his bday,10 april..and not only that,he'll be off for 3 freakin weeks.fact that he was in brunei last month for 2 weeks on freaking valentine's day,now is this.but everything's planned..so i think it'll all be fine..hopefully..*cross fingers*

i just cant wait for saturday,really.

thanks loves for being there...i love each and every of u and u noe who u are..all the shits,the new or old ones, for lend ur listening ears,thank you..*mwah

and to all,i really,really miss you babes and dudes..

im not done with work.
yes,forever i'll be complaining. =)