.there's.nothing.left.to.say.

it's been a while,baby..

more than 50 texts above yours as my days and nights were filled with my loved ones checking up on me and us texting random and personal things..more than 50 texts cover that 'good night' and ur 'i love yous'..more than 50 texts that are new which makes me forget to read or re-read the things that you said..

a call was received on thursday morning as u mumbled and myself having breakfast..i built a wall as fast as i answered ur call..take away all the pain,take away all the lies..just take it all away just so i could embrace that comforting voice of yours..i fought hard the lashing i wanted to give which i succeed as the conversation was all too careful..as u wanted to answer,i heard the click of the fone.

working night will be cancelled soon..which is good news as im too exhausted of going out of the house twice each day..so starting from either 4th may or 11 may i'll start 1pm-10pm instead..middle of the night,too weird,but i think it's better...

thank you tsue for the singapore flyer ride..thou at the start it was scary as our imaginations ran wild,it was pretty much a smooth and BORING ride..i think it's too long..to be honest wat i see is the same view i get from my office.being on the 42nd floor i can see practically the whole of city hall and raffles place.however,it is way more fun being stuck in that capsule with my silly gf,scared shitless and loving each of the molecules in her..

thank you tsue,ira and nysh for that 'finally!!' plan as we all look pretty in our dresses/tops and hit town like we own it.the lepak-nak-mampos laughters and 2mins of breeks and of coz the updates..thank you for letting me shop and helping me out..i love you dolls oh so very much..and of course..that sleepy place..the 10bucks wedges and that tequila filled drink at the bottom.urgh!

at the end of that saturday we were cranky and the weather was damn humid..we tried hard to smile but each of us were annoying the shits outta each other as we found ourselves go silly..as they say 'if u can't beat them,join them'. tsue's mum and bro fetched us as finally i got back home at 2am."goal!!!!" damn.shut up.

ej just msned with me..while i was typing this post..still in taiwan,still cold there(how lucky) and still we are careful with our words..do u noe the feeling of being relieved,yet everything's not right still?that's how im feeling rite now...so i dun really have the mood to write any further..

till then..
tra~~