.my.pouty.love.
when we search deeper...
im at home rite now..didnt go to work since yesterday..damn sick..stomach flu..almost fainted at work on tuesday evening..it was nearing time to end work when i found myself staggering and legs almost gave way..my vision was hazy and i noe that imma fall anytime soon..stubborn me took a bus home still eventhough i had like more than enuf money to take cab..but nnnooo...found myself slipping on the bus railing...grabbed the railing again with my numb hands and shivered for the rest of the bus ride...legs almost gave way again when alighting..
my whole body felt damn numb..and aching everywhere..i needed ej the most so that i could complain and cry to him how much it hurts and how sick i felt..but i knew he wont and cant call..he's off for fieldcamp..2 days,1 night..so i weeped myself to sleep..coz my eyes stung in pain..all i felt was heat,cold,heat,cold.
the next day which was yesterday i went to the doctor..he checked my tummy..and pressed one part of my tummy..fug..it hurt real bad..he said.."bacterial infection of ur intestines.." shitzits,balls..obviously no way could i understand any medical terms..or language..he could simply say stomach virus or something.sheesh!!
ej was suppose to call yesterday nite...i waited..and waited..only to receive texts from babes...still no calls..past 10pm,past 11pm,past midnight..i knew he wont call..i rested my throbbing mad head and reminisce the days with him..the past ones where lanson was our favourite spot,where heinekin would always be the best,where we walk,talk and laugh every single day..where he'll fetch me from skool,from work,from wherever i'll be...those days...those memories...then sleep engulfed me..
im still sick.
happy thursday,rockafellas
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missing my baby too.. he was angry today.. i dont know why.. cuz he did his test badly.. i think its because of me :D
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