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coz i'm your angel...

for the past few days i've been damn busy..i dun even have time to minimize this window to blog when im suppose to do my calling..oh fug that..there's always politics at work..and facts being kept hidden rather than transparent.it affects me and everyone else..it made me damn pissed that i found myself hating this job i'm doing,the effort i've put in and also to despise the manager that i can always get along fine with.

yes,it involved me..being placed in contract is still under consideration.a month had passed and i took 2 days MC last week due to stomach flu...and waddyanoe..last 2 days my teamleader informed me of the news..i was so frustrated by the fact that i wasnt informed.hence used in some way or another..it seems as though they have a lot of time in their hands to even plan about the bbq outing for the section come november...it realli is very depressing when one works his ass off,to even be the top leads performer to just receive a 'good job,but i'll consider..'

obviously productivity had nvr been first priority when every single day all CROs work their ass off to achieve the targets.and myself,rushing to exceed the target bfore assigning data to the rest of the them.fair?unfair indeed.

ej and i are well.i love him more than anyone could imagine.coming to 10months with him and it had nvr gone stale.and that,my dears is a wow-ifying thing for me as well,only the close ones noe how playful i can be last time..yet now..let's just think of future and the second heartbeat in me years to come..coz i wanna be with him..thru thick and thin he will always be there and assure to me that everything will be fine..one who cools my flaming and raging mind and soul..and that,im thankful...and always will be..hiccups here and there,yet he still insists on holding my hand eventhough my grasp would be pale in comparison as his..regardless the number of heartache and distrust..he'll find a way to make me realise how much i still love him..and as much i can despise him,i will always find myself running after him..everytime..all over again..all over again..

for now,let's welcome my latest 'collection' of niece!!!!eldest sister just gave birth to a healthy,baby girl last 2 nights!!!CONGRATULATIONS!!!!

happy wednesday,sugahs..