.bless.me.god.

a whole long while...i noe..

it seems as though i've went on hiatus..nah..just lazy to blog..so how've u been?hope all's well...

i am sick.doctor had said i've got influenza-like-symptoms..only god noes how hard my heart was beating..and so she scared me more by saying that usually ppl who has fever or flu well,of high temperature like mine yesterday had gotten h1n1.and today,my body ached like fuck and my throat hurts..i've gotten another sickness which is runny nose and my eyes are watering due to staring at this laptop.

fuck this sickness.i've got 1 week mc following the insuructions from MOH and i dread gng back to work coz obviously there's a pile of work waiting for me.gah!!!i am so weak i can't walk,even typing this needs my utmost strength.yet i wanna try hard to lead my normal life.i need my strength and my health back..

my eyes are stinging,my body aching,my nose swelling,my throat is reddening.i've been shitting half of the day just now,my body's telling me to take my medications but i gotta eat first.and i have no appetite for that.seriously,i hate this.i hate being sick.

i wish i can cuddle next to u and hold me close..soothe me everything will be better and kiss my warm eyes with ur cooling lips..i wish he's here next to me..coz i think that's wat made me better...though the time was late,though he had to carry a lot of things,his guitar,his camp bag and all,he made his way to my place yesterday..though it was just about 45mins spent,it really made me better....thank you...so now,can i have it again?^.^

i.am.sick.