.left.with.hearts.to.mend.

missed me?well i miss this.

hello everyone..after prolly a week or so of not blogging,well here i am..how's u doin?well, i hope..to whoever that reads..lady gaga had been of a great help of keeping me getting my momentum of working..the songs had been great..

work had been a bitch as always..i received the confirmation letter after completing 3 months into the company and a little bit of increment..so now i bring home more..well,good news for that..however bad news as a huge sum of my pay will be given for my bills.sucks,isnt it..note to self,never call overseas using m1.

ej and i are doing great..as said in the previous entry,after the attempt of breaking up,things got better,but still with arguments..well,all relationships face that,rite?he's still sweet as ever..sending,fetching,calling and all the things that had been wished and prayed..so kudos to that,im holding on..

social life is totally zero.i've not met up with any of my frens,except those that i might have bumped into or impromptu decision to mit up.ppl whom i've not met for a very,very long time..my babes especially..tsue,rai,ira and nysh..god..been a very fuckin long time..and i have only myself to blame..working night had been sucha bitch..but that's the only way to feed myself,isn't it..i am very,very sorry..weekends are like for him..no..prolly on friday/saturday for him while sundays are my resting day..yet,i just cant find time to somehow meet up..i only have myself to blame..

bro's coming back from qatar come 27 this month..yes!!!he's getting me my laptop!!!oh yeah,baby!!i am super sexcited and am thankful..actually i had to remind him..and he wanted to give another alternative..but being the brat i am,he finally gave in.which i had to ask ej,pipi and wan wtf is a 'portable desktop'.yea...i noe.a total bimbo.

pipi's getting married this july..4 july 2009 to be exact..my bday week,sia..and am dreading it actually..coz of my bday week,then like it means she and ally wont be ard at home anymore..and hell i am gonna miss her..okay..im like so tearing rite now..but she's the one that had been listening to my problems these past few days..there's always frens..but it's pretty different..as much i see my babes as my blood sisters,it's easier to talk to someone whom u see everyday and tell her wat's on ur mind..and one thing for sure..im gonna miss my angel,alethea..fug..it's hitting me..

later after ej finish his session at wan's place,off to mit him...night,off to mit hafiz the uncle...

i feel fucking depressed rite now and i dun even noe why.